Starting over

It's just been so long since I've done this, I'm having a hard time biting the bullet and just doing it with a new person... regulars, sure... but I'm actually a very shy person.  It's not helping that I'm home, where I don't do incalls so I'm stuck riding up to Newark to get a hotel. It's also not helping that I checked my reviews on EM and like magic there are a bunch of reviews that were made during the years I didn't see anyone, nothing but unrealistic, raunchy details that don't come close to describing who I am.  For example, one review says he convinced me to do greek for an extra $100 (yeah...no.  I was offered $1000 for that and said no.  Off the menu means off the menu, a pissy $100 wont change that) another says I WOULD have done Greek but I didn't have a hotel so we did a car date, at which point I approached his car looking like a homeless person and "tripped" into the seat, one says I do SS at $40 (again, not even on the menu.)  Just a bunch of bullshit.  I've had too many things in my life during the past couple years to worry about meeting guys.  I can't help but wonder if these guys are just stupid and reviewed the wrong person considering some men are just so... damn smart it wouldn't surprise me. :-)

Unfortunately,  a few months ago the dealership I was buying cars thru shut down and it's not that easy to find a dealership willing to sign you up as a representative at an auction for profit, most dealers who will do it want $250 per car which is just too much, anything over $150 a car is a lot to ask because I still have to pay the auction a fee everytime I buy a car..... I have yet to keep looking for a new connect.  That's something I need to get back into, it's something I'm extremely good at.... not the sales part but the part about picking thru 400 cars and finding the 3 that will make me money.  Right now though, my priority is GETTING a car.