Happy New Year!

Plain night...not a party gal, I sat with my Mom and watched the ball drop then went to bed....lol...woke up bored to mostly game players and weirdos, apparently all the good men were staying at home for the weekend....my loss, aye? Luckily I am in Delaware for the Holidays but sadly it's back on the road in a couple days.....I will be adding a new page to my website soon that I require all potential clientele to read, it's basically going to be tips on how to approach me and give yourself the best chance you can at reserving an appointment...so many people contact me and say stupid things. One thing I can't stand is guys being like "uh...duhhhh..I'm a retard but do you have any c*nd0ms..." Your kidding, right? Then there are the infamous picture vultures (oh they ask AFTER getting my loc and pretending their on their way...seriously?), there was a time when I fell for it but I've learned that the only type of person who asks for a pic is one who has no intention on seeing the real thing live and in person....Then you get paranoid people asking weird questions and I honestly feel like having the pics that I do and a website and being in a high class hotel any fear is unjust...anxiety, sure it's understandable...you are walking into a room to meet someone you don't know...but consider that I am opening my door for someone I don't know and let me tell ya, It's not always a nice guy.....Men act as though they have more to lose then me if something goes wrong.....they don't. I will lose EVERYTHING if a potential client isn't who he says he is. I'll get kicked out of my room, which many of you know is the only roof over my head, I'd likely lose some of my things....get locked up and STUCK in jail with no one to bail me out.......and to make matters worse...God forbid I have cash on me, it would be seized. So if you think about it....I could go to jail, lose my home and my savings if something goes wrong. A guy would get a court date.....What's worse? Yes, if he's married there is the possibility of her finding out but will that render you homeless and pennyless? I don't have people sitting around that care about me and would jump to help me, I don't....people think pretty girl = easy life...it doesn't....in all actuality it's MUCH harder because people think "well she's pretty and probably gets her way all the time so let me make damn sure she goes thru hell." No one cares about me or my well being, everytime I struggle or need help I have to dig my way out of the ditch on my own....there is never anyone there to grab my hand and pull me up, and there never will be.... Well, this is going WAY off topic...lol. I feel like this should go into my personal diary not a blog but hey, it's not like I have much of a private life. I hope you all have a great Holiday and maybe come see me as tomorrow is just another day...