BP Education Time

Back in Delaware for a short period, it's good to visit my home state.... Upon returning I learned that now my ads are going to cost more money. BP is pretty much...mm.. not the highest class place to post but I like it, it's worked well for me so far. Many don't know BP ads aren't free but also VERY expensive. This is how it works.... I buy a $25 Amazon gift card, sell it for bitcoins and receive anywhere from $18-$20 for it...then transfer it to my account on BP and each time I move my ad it is or it WAS $3.00 per move.... it's now $5 per move.... each time my ad goes down past 20th from the top, I have to pay $5 again, so at least 3 times a day...with the new pricing, 1 $25 card per day, that is over $700 a month... for those of you that wonder why I'd never accept $80.....this is one of the reasons...the other one....most guys that are cheap, are cheap for a reason, their douchebags wanting to see as many girls as possible with bad attitudes most of the time. $700.... a.... month..... Seriously? Even Eros is like $200 a month. That's ridiculous.....if I wasn't getting 20-40 texts per day and all but 2-3 are not guys I'd be willing to see... No, you know what, it still wouldn't be worth it... cause I have my limits....anytime more then 2 or 3 good men text per day I get overwhelmed and try to book for another day... I like to go out, I can only sit in my room for so long without losing my mind...it starts with pacing...then re-applying makeup 42 times, then staring at the wall, applying more makeup, change my clothes...by then...I've lost it and I'm hallucinating flamingos in my bed....just kidding. I'm getting anxious now, I want to go to Nordstrom, I bought these stupid $14 stockings that for the love of god are the cheapest most horrible quality in the world...tsk tsk...nordstrom, I expect more out of you...the second I put them on...they ripped. (That's just an excuse to go and accidentally wander over toward the makeup counter and boots section) I'm on a hunt for super cute, plum/burgundy boots and belt that aren't out of my price range...ooh.. DSW, maybe? Haven't checked there. Macys and Nordstrom have some but their not on sale, I keep hoping I'll go in and theyll magically drop from $120 to $60....maybe black friday. I'm patient for a time, I'm willing to wait for what I really want rather than go out and buy 2-3 things I "kind of" want....you know? But I do get anxious after a couple weeks, I want what I want and soon, I feel like I should be able to have everything I want within reason, and I could if I didn't spend so much on fancy hotels...but lets face it, I wouldn't want to see me at the 6 or the Days Inn....why would you.