At it again...

So, I did stop writing for a bit at the risk of being on the road to a never-ending, babbling rampage of frustration. However, I'm in Peter Pan mode dudes...think...happy...thoughts. I'm bored, watching a re-run of Supernatural BUT the new Once Upon A Time comes on tonight..super awesomeness. I took yesterday off...it should have been today... (What kinda lass takes off on a Saturday? Duh...so stupid...wrong day off) But, I needed it. I went window shopping at Target, Sephora, Ulta and Nordstrom *Drools* But I must confess... I didn't go to 2 of those stores to start figuring out what I want to get my mom....I went to see if perhaps *I* wanted something....ssshh... I'm really excited this year because I want it to be memorable, a lot of reasons it should be..it's a special year. Not everyone knows this but my birthday is Nov 24th but so is my mom's and it only falls on Thanksgiving once every 6 years. This will be the first year in too many years we'll have a roof over our heads for the Holidays and I'm working my way toward being able to get some marvelous gifts to put under the tree. Yes, I know.. I realize I live in hotels but I'm gonna go cut a tree down and take it in my room via elevator if need be...but I'm getting a tree this year, so there. I'm in Phila til Wednesday, praying I do well...then I don't know, back to Newark for a few days...the Newark area is the closest I've got to a home and I don't have to pay tax there! I wish... nevermind, this statement is too personal...lets just say, I wish I was the sexy energizer bunny and could make more money...but I'm not. I'm a GIRL, I have feelings...this may not be what guys want to hear...I'm supposed to be robotic right? Just get the job done no matter who it is? I can't do that. I want to leave this life someday with my soul intact...So, I guess I limit myself on what I can make..if I did more....it would be at the risk of losing myself, seeing someone I don't want to, someone rude and aggressive, I have separated myself emotionally for the most part but not from being a girl at heart. As it stands, I have a pretty good screening system..I absolutely adore like 96% of those I've met...I've been lucky, I meet so many good men who do all sorts of things..definitely keeps things interesting.

I would really like for he who got me the Sephora gift card to reach out to me so I can thank you....I haven't gotten the gift card yet, I'm going crazy waiting, there was a problem sending it electronically....waiting on it now. I've spent hours upon hours on Sephora trying to decide between the hundreds of things I want on just 1-2 items, it's not easy...but that's fun for me, it keeps me busy...keeps me happy. I can't wait to get it, thank you so much.

Much Love,

Tes