The Good, The Bad & The Ugly
Sigh...I've been encountering several guys lately that just...seem cruel....read a review on a site about a girl, says her pics are fake and that is interesting to me considering I ran into this girl at an upper class hotel in Newark, DE and her pics were not fake, I saw her with my own eyes. Why anyone would want to ruin a girls ability to make money and provide for herself is beyond me...I don't just see any and everyone who contacts me and I've had those guys threaten me they are going to make a review on an experience that never happened...
This to me is a business and while I do it for money I want to provide good service and I've come a long way. I have met so many interesting and unique men who want companionship and passion as opposed to the typical in and out guy...There are a few bad apples in every bunch of course. How do you handle a guy you are trying to accommodate, HH up front, cool....45 minutes later. Should I remain silent and and allow him to keep getting free time? Do I say something and risk upsetting him, being called a clock watcher? Nevermind the fact that we've been at it 15 minutes longer then what was agreed upon...
I think many men forget that we are still girls, I'm a human, I actually have feelings emotionally and physically, I am not a robot, I've had guys complain they saw a girl who was like a robot, didn't talk, just laid down and did nothing, some guys complain about too much talking while others don't want me to stop talking, it can be hard to figure out who wants what, while I realize I can't please everyone, I sure do try.
Oh, I did go to the mall today, didn't pick up really anything, got a dress, may return it, I don't know .. need to....I do have to go back, I am running out of certain makeup and skin stuff ( I know.. I know, guys say "you don't need makeup" ... right) I stay beautiful by using quality skin products and makeup....one of my biggest compliments next to having a pretty face is the softness of my skin..I like that. So much stuff I saw, two Mac makeup stores and two Sephora's? I have to find a way to pull of a shopping spree... I wish I could just put a black mask on, run in, grab everything I want and run back out. I hate to spend money, but I can't live without eyeliner and Makeup Forevers purple eyeshadow...*drools* But I'm thankful to have enough money to keep a roof over my head even if it's a hotel room everyday...even more grateful to be able to walk in a grocery store and be able to purchase food...people don't know what a blessing it is to have the money to go and buy the food they want because not everyone does, it's not a chore to grocery shop for the week it is a privilege many seem to forget.
